iamnotyoursub

Hey loves. Mommy apologizes for being offline for a bit - I am still trying to work through some tough health issues. The struggle is real, for sure - but I'm working to get healthy and producing more content for you.

To be honest, the last couple of weeks have been some of the most challenging of my life. My two older kids are teenagers and have done a few things recently that really have driven a big wedge in our family and I'm not sure how to overcome that. They have been staying with my ex-husband for a few weeks now and my heart is broken

They want to be at their dad's house because they don't like my husband/their stepfather any longer. He has been in their lives since they were 3 years old and ten months old. He's the dad that has done school enrollment, insurance, field trips, volunteer hours at their charter school. He's been to EVERY parent teacher conference. I simply cannot fathom why they are doing this.

But I do have my suspicions...I believe a lot of this has to do with the fact that there is no supervision at their fathers house. He works 12-hour shifts 4-5 days a week so they get the run of the place. What teenager wouldn't want to be left to their own devices to do whatever the fuck they please.

I will probably be looking into getting a family law attorney here shortly - so that will be fun. Lol. I want to scream. I want to cry. I want to run away. I want to run to them. Sometimes, in my dark times, I just want it to be over for myself - I should probably call the doctor to get my antidepressants adjusted, but I feel like I can't afford it at the moment.

Sometimes I hate adulting. Hopefully things are a bit better for you all. Not the sexiest blog post, but I wanted to give you a bit of insight into what is happening with me. I appreciate your understanding as I struggle to have the wherewithal to answer messages and make content.

Love, Mommy. xoxo 

Just a little clip from a cam show. I think he enjoyed himself. xoxo. Love, Mommy.

Before my implants...This reminds me that I need to get back into running! Lol Make sure you're subscribed to my FC feed to see the naughty pics! 

God, I used to be so fit! I also can't believe how small my chest was back then. Don't tell Hubbs, but he was right. I got the boob job done and then completely realized I should have gone a cup size bigger (whoops!) but at least they are beautiful. I still love them! What do you think??

What would you do if you caught me?? Bend me over and show me a good time, I mean punish me?? lol

What is it that you're waiting for my darling. I'm a naughty MILF with a sweet soul who's here to teach you all that you need to know...xoxo

Spending some time hanging out at the park with the doggie and littlest little. Enjoying putting my bare feet in the soft, cool grass. Watching the greed come up between my toes. Feeling my deep connection to the earth as my daughter gets some wiggles out. 

Are you a fan of Cosplay?

Cum into my batcave...

Just for you baby doll.